9/20/2005
sgdf
noone but me from URL @ 10:29 PM
hello. im having a bad bad sensation. for the third time this week. my new goal- im gna be independent. i cant rely on anything but god and faith. im happy now. and its keeping me going. but i need to keep going even when im not happy. so. i need to be prepared.
im happy now. or maybe i think i am but im sensing that im gonna break, big time. but you know, i wont break completely. i wont allow it. my superglue- my faith- is gonna hold me together
its all i have. its all i ever want. its all im asking for.
i think love is a big word. its creation, i think is the major cause of its destruction.